That lyric.
"That I exist, it is a gift, I never could have earned"
I have listened to that song 20 times just to hear that line. It's true. I don't even know who gave me the gift of existence. Maybe you know who gave it to you. Either way it is still mind blowing.
I don't even know if it is a good gift or a gag gift. This could be The Bad Place, or a simulation. The Elysian Fields could be what happens after or before these 4K Weeks. I mean, I love it here, but everything is relative.
In my mind this week I have been vacillating between wondering what I should do to be worthy of the gift of existence, and certain that I could never earned it, and so should just accept it graciously.
It reminds me of this scene, which always makes me cry.
A freely given, unearned, unasked for gift is the hardest to accept graciously. I want to end this with some tidy summation like "maybe we all should live a life worthy of an unearned gift." but that's not it. That would be still trying to live up to the impossible.
Maybe it just is what it is.
Thanks for being a part of the journey with us! Please let me know if you liked/disliked the content this week.
Talk to you next week.
-Spencer, Owner of 4KWeeks.com
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